saving the world

The moment you step out of your dreams you wake up and you cannot take it. The moment you step into reality your inocent eyes are taken. But the moment you mess up you are looked upon with rage or dissapointment. How can someone be mad when the world is the most messed up place in the world and there are people a million times worse? The answer is that we need to beleive we can still hold on to the pure image of those dear to us. When you wake up from dead sleep do you find yourself lost? Is the moment gone from you, is it hopeless, are you gone? The moment you wake up you forget, and thats okay. You can save your dissapointment for a different day. The truth is something you may not reconize because it is hopeless to change. The world was paradise, a gift of infinite treasure. We ruined it all. Everything we skrewed up, everything that has hate, is slowly withering this earth and everyone away. You can only hold in yourself to be holy and unchanged. You can only tell yourself only good comes to you, comes from you. Is that so hard to believe? Maybe, but I cannot change your heart and mind. I can only change myself, to be better, to be kind. I will be kind.