Child

You don't understand

You feel the need to backtrack

And make all of my hurts

Magnified to the tenth degree

Do you keep feeding on me

do you still take my energy

Even after I left your side

Left you despite my pride

To keep on and see you through

Do you still suck me dry

Even after all this time?

You were a small child

But in your mind you were old and wild

You thought you were an adult

And you were so depressed and ripped through

No one could ever love you

No one could ever help you

So I tried and I tried

And it nearly killed me

You fed off my soul

And you still blame me

I can see it in your eyes now

All you are is false

I can see it in you face now

You didn't even try to feel me

To take in one thing

I told and gave you

You didn't even try to see

You selfish infant

You crying child thing

And I give so much

And I never ask for much

But couldn't you just care enough to think

Were you so stupid you can't see

And I want to hate you

But you make it so I can't

And I want to hit you

But the sound would make me blanch

Do you still feed off me

After all this time

Are you still so selfish

Am I the one whose blind

And I want to make you see

But you don't even have a clue

In fact your probably blaming me

Your probably hating me

For my nonexistent crimes

And you have no clue

How withered and dry you make me

You have no clue

How angry you make me

You have no clue

How you break me