Your eyes are so cold underneath

My eyes feel so steep

And I don't want any of it

Any more right now

The leaves are falling to the grass

To the shallow waters of the dirt

To the small people underground

It's all unsound

Tonight

I would have done anything

To not feel

Like I don't feel at all

Because

Because

Because

Of all this damn repetition

And I have nothing

And

And

And

So give me the package

You came to deliver

You came to leave

It all

So give me the feeling

Of not seeing

Of not hearing

Of not getting the whole picture

So give me anything

To show me

I'm not doing this to myself

I'm doing this to myself