To love you

Holding on to the small of your back

Like it's something alive

Something beautiful

Like it is

The bones hold tight to muscles and skin

And I want to be that

I want to see that I mean more to you

Than a long forgotten memory

The people that we used to be

I want to see that I mean more to you

Than your own insecurities

I can't help my doubt

It kills me too

That I know that it is useless

To believe

You don't want me

It kills me inside

That this happiness I feel

When I touch you

Is always fleeting

Always repeating into sorrow

As I see we are separate

And I want to love you

Everything I am supposed to be comes later

Everything that I want to be comes later

I am too young now

I grew up too fast

I already long for a life

With you

But you're too shy

And you're too doubtful

And you're too afraid

Of something

About holding a woman

Like your supposed to

When you love her

And I am still too young

For any of this