Tired

I keep feeling lost

I keep beginning to hope

Just to get squashed again

I keep running in circles

Getting way over my head

I keep wanting to shout it out

But it always stays in my head

My eyes are dry

My feat are bare

My life lives on without a care

And I stick to it

And I breathe it

Always around

And I feel in it

And I dream in it

Always without without making a sound

I can here my own voice

Talking in a monotone

And I can hear the desperation

That I know that they hear

And I know they want to help

And I know that they can't

So I am stuck in square one

Where I know I can't get out

And I am tired of it

Just tired of everything all the time

Tired of being here

With images assaulting my mind

I want to let go

I want to live

But it's just holding me back

I am so tired of it

Just tired

Tired

Tired of it