close to

Just soft, just living here right now

Just whole, and breathing and right

I can cry to want

But I can only see what might be

And what I don't have

This is where I want to be

Hand in hand

And feeling too

So what is it that I know not

The feeling of this feeling lost

All I know is what could be

Holding on and holding tight

Warm and close

And feeling right

To just be loved

Without restrictions

Or regulations

To just know that I am safe

So alone

So wanting

So frightened

Feeling forgotten