i was never for you

If I had a chance to get this pass

I would tell you all the things I feel

If I had a chance to make you cry

I think that I would take that

If only it made you see

You are so rash

You can't forget the past

If I had a chance to get this pass

I would tell you all the things I can't stand

All the things that make you so

So resistible

Maybe I am biased

Maybe I am on a hiatus

For breaking hearts

But I will take that chance

If I had a chance to get this pass

I would tell you the things that make me happy

And the way of my world

You just don't see

You are stuck in your own drama

And I can't count on you

To help me when I am dreaming

And this will never work

I don't have a chance

To help you see

I try and I try

But you won't learn anything from me

You won't understand

And I can't take that chance

Because ultimately

You revolt me

Is that wrong

I don't have a chance

To help you believe

In the world

So I can't make you change

And I don't want to

Because you won't learn anything from me

You won't take lessons to heart

You won't understand the art of the world

You won't see the things I am

You will never see the things you are

As clearly as the world does

I don't have a chance

I never had a chance

I can never help you

So get over me

Like I never got over you

Because I was never for you

And I never will be