Sunday, January 9, 2011

Changing doesn't feel so wrong

What if I was smaller than I am
I don't feel so young but yet I am
And my mind travels frequencies
And battle grounds for more than long
What if I turned dark
Would I be so evil after all
Even if lust wasn't so wrong
Even if this was just the insanity to my genius
Would you see that maybe I'm turning now
That human is so wrong
So set in a cage to age and age
Never knowing a different side
A different light to capture and let out
Would I feel so wrong
Betraying who I am
Do I even care who I am anymore
There are so many things left to explore
And the feeling of want in my heart
Is hard to stop once it's had its start
And I'm tired of coming to the same conclusions
Tired of going round in circles
Tired of being the same helpless being
In my mind I am so sad and so strong
But I think it's all wrong
All wrong all wrong all wrong
I don't want to be a new person
Just better
And these cliches don't mean a thing to me anymore
Am I going dark
Am I

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